Guidance

Is this a test?
A test of my strength.
A test of my understanding.
Or of my faith.

Should I run far from this place?
Or stay close by and fight my demons.
Take on a project to help others in need.
Or turn and walk away to begin anew.

To leave is a test.
To stay is a test.
Which one am I supposed to be taking?
Where are the neat bubbles to fill in?
What page do I write my name on?
Where the hell is my #2 pencil?

Trials and tribulations.
GRRR